why is it when you find someone you have a connection with it will not work out the way would like.

i have this amazing women friend in my life.
she and i have this connection even though we have not known each other that long.

but alas, she is a lesbian and no poly and will only be friends with someone who is poly.

we flirt, we cuddle, we have amazing talks but nothing more.

it makes miss having a woman in my life so much that i can have that plus the sexual part.

sigh......maybe someday....we will see.