Being good and waiting......

topic posted Fri, February 1, 2008 - 11:12 PM by  offlineCindy
When I hear her talk and see the passion in her eyes, I get so excited.
When I see her walk, I just want to grab her and hold her.
When I feel her walk by me I take in her beauty.
I sit next to her, I want to run my hand up her leg.
I put my hand behind her on the chair and it take all I have not to run my hand thru her hair.
I hug her good night and I want so bad to reach up and kiss her.

But I wait. I wait until she is ready.

I will wait until she looks at me and says kiss me.

Damn it is hard......ugh but I don't want to loose her friendship.

Just been hard because it is has been 10 years since I have had a women in my life as a lover.
posted by:
Cindy
California
  • Re: Being good and waiting... maybe...

    Sun, February 3, 2008 - 8:16 AM


    "Being good and waiting......"

    then maybe it's time to be bad! - hehe

    your writing is beautiful!

    maybe waiting is *not* being good!
    maybe, Cindy... you *are* good...
    and maybe you want to believe that you are good... but that is a lot to risk...
    maybe... you can put it out there.
    maybe... in a universe that could frankly always use more love... we should *ALL* stop waiting...
    maybe being good is *not* waiting... but acting... now
    maybe it's time. (and if not now, then when?)

    I clicked your profile... You are so wonderful
    so, maybe you are worthy of Love. beautiful mind-blowing LOVE!
    and, maybe it is time to speak your beauty.
    tell her.
    It will change your relationship - there is no doubt of that.
    (loosing her friendship is just one of a multitude of possible outcomes)
    don't be afraid. have faith in yourself.
    don't wait.

    If you don't ask, the answer is already *no*.
    and if *no* is the worst there is...
    then maybe... you have your no, and you can go from there.
    but... maybe it is *YES*?
  • Re: Being good and waiting......

    Sun, February 3, 2008 - 1:10 PM
    Does she know you're bi? Perhaps just letting her know will be a good start. See how she responds. Then you may feel the gumption to add "and I think you're really beautiful." See how she responds to the flattery.

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