When I hear her talk and see the passion in her eyes, I get so excited.
When I see her walk, I just want to grab her and hold her.
When I feel her walk by me I take in her beauty.
I sit next to her, I want to run my hand up her leg.
I put my hand behind her on the chair and it take all I have not to run my hand thru her hair.
I hug her good night and I want so bad to reach up and kiss her.
But I wait. I wait until she is ready.
I will wait until she looks at me and says kiss me.
Damn it is hard......ugh but I don't want to loose her friendship.
Just been hard because it is has been 10 years since I have had a women in my life as a lover.
When I see her walk, I just want to grab her and hold her.
When I feel her walk by me I take in her beauty.
I sit next to her, I want to run my hand up her leg.
I put my hand behind her on the chair and it take all I have not to run my hand thru her hair.
I hug her good night and I want so bad to reach up and kiss her.
But I wait. I wait until she is ready.
I will wait until she looks at me and says kiss me.
Damn it is hard......ugh but I don't want to loose her friendship.
Just been hard because it is has been 10 years since I have had a women in my life as a lover.
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Re: Being good and waiting......
Fri, February 1, 2008 - 11:30 PMHoney, that's absolutely beautiful, but don't wait ten freaking years. There's a difference between respect for one's space and hanging back and hoping they'll get a clue. -
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Re: Being good and waiting......
Sun, February 3, 2008 - 8:08 PMI don't want to wait anymore to have a woman in my life,
but I am so tired of trying to find someone.
I so miss the touch and love of a woman.
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Re: Being good and waiting... maybe...
Sun, February 3, 2008 - 8:16 AM
"Being good and waiting......"
then maybe it's time to be bad! - hehe
your writing is beautiful!
maybe waiting is *not* being good!
maybe, Cindy... you *are* good...
and maybe you want to believe that you are good... but that is a lot to risk...
maybe... you can put it out there.
maybe... in a universe that could frankly always use more love... we should *ALL* stop waiting...
maybe being good is *not* waiting... but acting... now
maybe it's time. (and if not now, then when?)
I clicked your profile... You are so wonderful
so, maybe you are worthy of Love. beautiful mind-blowing LOVE!
and, maybe it is time to speak your beauty.
tell her.
It will change your relationship - there is no doubt of that.
(loosing her friendship is just one of a multitude of possible outcomes)
don't be afraid. have faith in yourself.
don't wait.
If you don't ask, the answer is already *no*.
and if *no* is the worst there is...
then maybe... you have your no, and you can go from there.
but... maybe it is *YES*?
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Re: Being good and waiting... maybe...
Sun, February 3, 2008 - 8:24 AMas someone who is not poetically inclined, ill just add my vote of "go for it" to the chorus of us that think you (cindy) should... and we mean NOW, darn it. stop reading and writing for a second and go live... (pronounced with both the long and short i) -
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Re: Being good and waiting... maybe...
Sun, February 3, 2008 - 8:11 PMI just want to walk up and do it, but I know she is working on some issues with other
things and don't want to hurt what we have.
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Re: Being good and waiting... maybe...
Sun, February 3, 2008 - 8:09 PMTHANK U SO MUCH!!!
That was so beautiful.
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Re: Being good and waiting......
Sun, February 3, 2008 - 1:10 PMDoes she know you're bi? Perhaps just letting her know will be a good start. See how she responds. Then you may feel the gumption to add "and I think you're really beautiful." See how she responds to the flattery. -
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Re: Being good and waiting......
Sun, February 3, 2008 - 8:07 PMOh she knows.
We flirt alot of the time, she is trying to get some of her life
in order before moving forward with us.
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My dear, there are many lovely women in the world.
Mon, February 4, 2008 - 12:43 AMYes, by all means, let things develop with this one at the pace that feels right to both of you. But don't deny yourself the pleasures of being with women until this one is ready.
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Re: My dear, there are many lovely women in the world.
Mon, February 4, 2008 - 9:41 AM"It might be good to be restrained with her. There's no way it's good for you to restrain yourself with others."
That's good, practical advice. I always used to say, "I'll wait for you forever, but don't expect me to wait alone..."
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